Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Worst Phase Of my Life



Living in Gurgaon is the worst time of my life. After my ILP at Trivandrum when I moved to Delhi, I thought that it would be nice to live in NCR but the fact is Delhi is the only place in NCR which is good rest everything sucks. Gurgaon is a jungle of buildings. There is nothing good about Gurgaon(from my point of view but anything is fun when you have your loved ones around you).   

When I got a project in Gurgaon, I shifted to Gurgaon since it was too far from vaishali (Ghaziabad where I was staying then). As soon as I started searching for a room, I realized that Gurgaon is too expensive. The worst things are worth a lot here.  

My project was good and we were going well but  my bad luck had it's effects. The project got scrapped and I was back on bench but again my bad luck continued. I still had to go to the office and sit from 9 to 6 without having any work. I had very few friends here as most of my good friends are in Bangalore, so there was no enjoyment either. I was bored. My boredom increased more when I didn't had to go to the office. I had nothing to do so I started to make games for windows phone 7. I succeeded in making 3 games which I will be posting on the marketplace soon.  

All my money was wasted in the afternoon food as the place where I am staying is too expensive. My average day food cost is almost Rs. 200.  My smoking has increased due to all this frustration and I feel like running away. Also TCS is giving my crappy project which I am refusing. I didn't do all this coding stuff for nothing, so I won't take a crappy project.  

Each day here is a pain in the ass. I hope this ends soon or I'll go mad.

8 comments:

Unknown said...

frustation ki toh maa-behen ho gyi hai teri ... :P ...

SoftloverHKS said...

sahi bola bhai :(

Ramesh said...

Nice One...by the way congrats on ur first blog...haha..writing these makes life more worse...instead of all these..u would have been written about ur games in a happy tone...it makes life much better...:)

SoftloverHKS said...

Ramesha....it's pretty old man around 3 years old....but i would write about my games when i upload them not nw

Nikita said...

take a trip to lko or bangalore again... be positive.. only successful ppl have rough start..u never knw what life has stored for u... so quit smoking... or else u wont be able to alive, to live ur dream...dis is nt the lecture.. its a note to say we care... tc

sanjay kumar rajhans said...

I am completey agree with u and understand ur situation.I am also going through the same phase at patna.What i thnk is that my luck is more bad as compared to urs.I went to bangalore when no one was there and waiting for the other members of unpredictable to come over there.But see now everyone is there but i am only thrown out
...):)

SoftloverHKS said...

@nikita: I know it's not a lecture....but when you have nothing to do your mind seems to think all the negative aspects of life. I have been trying not to think but you know that i have a very bad thinking habit. Anyways thanks for the advice, will try to take out as much +ve as i can.

SoftloverHKS said...

@sanjay: Bhai yours and mine are almost same, but you atleast have work so you don't to have to worry about how to pass time. I have a very bad situation here, the time here stands still sometimes.